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i have anger issues, the ones where you're reading the comment section to some article and you see the most hideous, pathetic, idiotic comment and for a second  you wish you had a baseball bat in your hand and the person who wrote this putrid comment is standing a metre away from you just so you can swing the bat and drive it through his face.

i'm sure most of you have felt this way once or twice or quite a few times. but how about every single day with every single pathetic comment, especially ones which really just regurgitate the same horseshit that comes out of any other persons mouth, and to add to the misery this same comment is then more often than not voted up even though what's being said could be repeated by a monkey. oh, i shouldn't say that, that's an insult to monkeys because even they have the ounce of originality these commenter's lack. 

and the worse part, here's the worse part, that if i act like a rational human being and reply to a comment that is in effect regurgitated bullshit, then my comment gets attacked not for it's merit, but some mundane point i didn't bother making because i wrongly assumed you had two brain cells and you could read between the lines as to what was implied.

i need to try control my feelings in situations like i once used to, the only thing that's different is that i know 'control' is bad for me because i don't want to get back into the habit of 'controlling' myself in all aspects of life which then means i lose all sense of spontaneity and turn into a robot and then it all comes crashing down and then i 'control' the negative feelings of oneself bought about by all this constraining, and so i don't feel very well and i don't feel very much like 'me' as a result. yay for run-on-sentences.

i'm actually going to stop reading comments to sites which i know will add nothing of significance to the conversation of the article.